Need your thoughts and prayers. - Page 2

Sapphire Lady · 10 Jun 2004, 22:27

Heat

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Ciaran.

Lynne x x x

Skeleton · 11 Jun 2004, 12:24

Hi Heat,

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Take care.

Love, Heidi

Miriam · 11 Jun 2004, 12:42

I will pray for little Ciaran, you and the rest of your family.

My thoughts are with you!

Love,

Miriam

R. · 11 Jun 2004, 20:00

I am so truly sorry to read this.
As I asked you some times ago to keep us posted, I didn't even think that something like this could happen.
There's not much I can add to the previous messages, so I'll just shut up.
Do not give up. Ever.

heat · 11 Jun 2004, 22:23

Thanks guys for all your messages of support and love - and for your prayers. I can't begin to express just how much it all means to me and Pat.

Went to Cardiff for a scan yesterday, and things are still looking quite bleak. Ciaran's amniotic sac seems to be shrinking around him, which indicates that he isn't passing any water at all, so i guess we hafta prepare ourselves for the worst. I'm trying to be strong and carry on daily things, but i just feel like i'm going through the motions. Keeyfer and Finlaye have gone to stay at my sisters for a few weeks, just untill we sort our heads out. I feel so guilty about that, that i'm not being a proper mum to them...but at the moment i'm finding it hard to concentrate on anything for very long. I spose i'll get there in the end.

We have to go up to Bristol on monday, to see a hospital consultant up there - i'm not sure what he's going to tell us....more of the same perhaps, but our consultant in Cardiff seems to think that we should see him. Spose it can't hurt.

Anyways guys, just thought i'd say thanks for just being there.....You lot mean the world to me.

Heat xxx

Deb · 12 Jun 2004, 10:24

Hi Heat

Sorry to hear the latest news on Ciaran. Hopefully you'll get some better news in Bristol. We'll all be thinking of you all.

Don't feel bad about the kids, i bet they think they're on holiday at your sisters :)

Love to you all
Deb

**Ankie** · 12 Jun 2004, 17:33

Dear Heat,

I was so sorry too to read what is happening.

My thoughts are with you all.

Love,
Ankie.

Feleena · 14 Jun 2004, 22:40

Heat

Im still praying for you. Hope all goes well at the doc's.
Your kids will be ok they are having fun I bet.

Take Care Hun

Love
Feleena xx

Deb · 14 Jun 2004, 22:52

Hi Heat

Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you today

Deb

Bren · 14 Jun 2004, 23:29

Thinking of you , Heat

Bren

mariella · 14 Jun 2004, 23:53

You and your family have been in my thoughts today too, Heat!

Sending you all my love,

Mariella

LostSoul · 15 Jun 2004, 00:28

You and Ciaran are in my thoughts from now on... keep on believing!

Love,
Patricia

angel eyes · 18 Jun 2004, 23:57

Keeping fingers and everything else crossed that you may receive some good news. Thinking of you all.

Love
Angelxxx

Deb · 01 Jul 2004, 10:52

Hope you all are doing ok Heat, havent heard from you in a while.

Deb

Bren · 01 Jul 2004, 11:24

Thinking of you Heat,
hope you and your family are okay
Much love
Bren

**Diane** · 01 Jul 2004, 11:38

You and your family are in my thoughts Heat.

Love

Diane

Steinfan1978 · 01 Jul 2004, 15:50

Dear Heat....

You'll be in my prayers... all of you...

And my best friend... who is Wiccan... will carry out a ritual for you... to bless you and your unborn children....

All the best to you and yours...
May all your wishes come true...

Blessed Be....

Klasien

**The Flying Mouse** · 01 Jul 2004, 16:12

Heat, i'm so sorry to hear this

Hopes and prayers for Ciaran, and special (((((hugs))))) for you and Pat.You must be going through hell right now.
Never give up on hope.

dottie · 01 Jul 2004, 20:34

When you feel down
and your world seems blue;
Remember,
someone is praying for you.

When the sun seems to dim,
and the day feels untrue;
Remember,
someone is praying for you.

Those hands that come together
in love and care;
Maybe small, smooth, or wrinkled,
but remember they are there.

Each day that's not full of sunshine,
but maybe dread and fear;
Someone is praying
for those they hold dear.

So at night
when you lay your head down for weary
rest;
Humble your heart
and pray for those you love best.

Our hearts are with you Heat and your family that you may find the strength within you............

scotty · 01 Jul 2004, 22:10

Heat,
I'm not the most religious man you'll ever meet, but i'll sit at the end of my bed tonight and have a prayer for you and your family
love scott x

CarolM · 04 Jul 2004, 15:48

Heat, so sorry to hear such sad news, im praying for you and Pat, Ciaran, and all the family every day hunnie. may god be with you all. xxx

Bren · 04 Jul 2004, 20:24

You and your family are much in my thoughts Heat,
every good wish from me

Love Bren

mariella · 04 Jul 2004, 22:57

...sending you and your family all my love...

xxx
Mariella

heat · 05 Jul 2004, 23:20

Hi Folks,

Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers, it's meant so much to Pat and I to know that you are all thinking of us.

Unfortunately the news isn't good. Ciaran is still with us for now, but it has been confirmed that his lungs aren't developing at all, so we know now that we are going to loose him whatever happens.

I haven't been around for a while, because i needed some time to think and take stock. I know whatever happens now Ciaran isn't going to make it, so we've decided that we have to cram in a whole lifetime of love into the few short months we have with our precious son. We are telling him about places he'll never see, but that are important to us, about people he'll never know, but that love him as much as we do. It may sound silly, but i talk to him every day and tell him about everyday mundane things. We play music to him - Meat of course, but Elvis too and other artisits. We want him to know just how loved and wanted he is, and how much he means to us. We feel it's important that he knows that he'll never be forgotten.

I heard his heart beating for the first time today - it was such a magical experience, and i have felt a few flutterings that could well be kicks - but may just have been wind!!!

I'm not sure how often i'll be around over the next few months, but i just want to thank you all once again for all the love and support you've shown us.

Heat xxx

DIZZY DRUMMER · 06 Jul 2004, 00:49

Heat

Sorry about the news - but what you are doing makes sense - Ciaran will know that he is loved. Talking to him and telling him things will help. I played Meat cds through my personal headset when pregnant with my daughter - she loved it - Ciaran will to.

Take as much time as you need - just don't forget - I'm here if you need me

Love to you - Pat & the boys

I'm thinking about you every day

Your Friend xx

12 Jun 2004, 17:33	#32
Ankie Office manager Join Date: 25.04.2002 Posts: 1,883	Thoughts and prayers Dear Heat, I was so sorry too to read what is happening. My thoughts are with you all. Love, Ankie.

10 Jun 2004, 22:27	#26
Sapphire Lady Mega Loafer Join Date: 21.04.2003 Location: Scotland Posts: 1,213	Heat My thoughts and prayers are with you and Ciaran. Lynne x x x

11 Jun 2004, 12:24	#27
Skeleton Mega Loafer Join Date: 13.10.2003 Location: Grinning, Ducking & Running Posts: 3,668	Hi Heat, You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care. Love, Heidi

11 Jun 2004, 12:42	#28
Miriam Senior Loafer Join Date: 31.10.2003 Location: Duesseldorf Posts: 114	I will pray for little Ciaran, you and the rest of your family. My thoughts are with you! Love, Miriam

11 Jun 2004, 20:00	#29
R. You dig. Join Date: 02.04.2002 Location: On the fothermucker Posts: 7,179	I am so truly sorry to read this. As I asked you some times ago to keep us posted, I didn't even think that something like this could happen. There's not much I can add to the previous messages, so I'll just shut up. Do not give up. Ever.

11 Jun 2004, 22:23	#30
heat Rampant Loafer... Join Date: 29.07.2002 Location: welshy wales Posts: 5,706	Thanks guys for all your messages of support and love - and for your prayers. I can't begin to express just how much it all means to me and Pat. Went to Cardiff for a scan yesterday, and things are still looking quite bleak. Ciaran's amniotic sac seems to be shrinking around him, which indicates that he isn't passing any water at all, so i guess we hafta prepare ourselves for the worst. I'm trying to be strong and carry on daily things, but i just feel like i'm going through the motions. Keeyfer and Finlaye have gone to stay at my sisters for a few weeks, just untill we sort our heads out. I feel so guilty about that, that i'm not being a proper mum to them...but at the moment i'm finding it hard to concentrate on anything for very long. I spose i'll get there in the end. We have to go up to Bristol on monday, to see a hospital consultant up there - i'm not sure what he's going to tell us....more of the same perhaps, but our consultant in Cardiff seems to think that we should see him. Spose it can't hurt. Anyways guys, just thought i'd say thanks for just being there.....You lot mean the world to me. Heat xxx

12 Jun 2004, 10:24	#31
Deb Mega Loafer Join Date: 26.04.2003 Location: Did I say that?... Posts: 4,162	Hi Heat Sorry to hear the latest news on Ciaran. Hopefully you'll get some better news in Bristol. We'll all be thinking of you all. Don't feel bad about the kids, i bet they think they're on holiday at your sisters :) Love to you all Deb

14 Jun 2004, 22:40	#33
Feleena Super Loafer Join Date: 14.04.2002 Location: Bedford UK Posts: 562	Heat Im still praying for you. Hope all goes well at the doc's. Your kids will be ok they are having fun I bet. Take Care Hun Love Feleena xx

14 Jun 2004, 22:52	#34
Deb Mega Loafer Join Date: 26.04.2003 Location: Did I say that?... Posts: 4,162	Hi Heat Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you today Deb

14 Jun 2004, 23:29	#35
Bren The Bat Join Date: 23.03.2003 Location: Roosting on a Silver-Black Phantom Bike. Posts: 10,017	Thinking of you , Heat Bren

14 Jun 2004, 23:53	#36
mariella Mega Loafer Join Date: 04.02.2003 Location: Holland Posts: 4,063	You and your family have been in my thoughts today too, Heat! Sending you all my love, Mariella

15 Jun 2004, 00:28	#37
LostSoul Got metal? Join Date: 06.11.2003 Location: Switzerland Posts: 2,109	You and Ciaran are in my thoughts from now on... keep on believing! Love, Patricia

18 Jun 2004, 23:57	#38
angel eyes Senior Loafer Join Date: 18.11.2003 Location: North East Posts: 183	Keeping fingers and everything else crossed that you may receive some good news. Thinking of you all. Love Angelxxx

01 Jul 2004, 10:52	#39
Deb Mega Loafer Join Date: 26.04.2003 Location: Did I say that?... Posts: 4,162	Hope you all are doing ok Heat, havent heard from you in a while. Deb

01 Jul 2004, 11:24	#40
Bren The Bat Join Date: 23.03.2003 Location: Roosting on a Silver-Black Phantom Bike. Posts: 10,017	Thinking of you Heat, hope you and your family are okay Much love Bren

01 Jul 2004, 11:38	#41
Diane Super Moderator Join Date: 04.02.2003 Location: Guernsey, Channel Islands Posts: 3,462	You and your family are in my thoughts Heat. Love Diane

01 Jul 2004, 15:50	#42
Steinfan1978 Super Loafer Join Date: 11.11.2003 Posts: 303	Dear Heat.... You'll be in my prayers... all of you... And my best friend... who is Wiccan... will carry out a ritual for you... to bless you and your unborn children.... All the best to you and yours... May all your wishes come true... Blessed Be.... Klasien

01 Jul 2004, 16:12	#43
The Flying Mouse Armed ba$tard and Jo's other half. Join Date: 06.08.2002 Location: In the middle of nowhere near the end of the line. Posts: 16,104	Heat, i'm so sorry to hear this Hopes and prayers for Ciaran, and special (((((hugs))))) for you and Pat.You must be going through hell right now. Never give up on hope.

01 Jul 2004, 20:34	#44
dottie queen post- whore extraordinaire Join Date: 29.01.2003 Location: Still Rockin' at "72" Posts: 13,181	When you feel down and your world seems blue; Remember, someone is praying for you. When the sun seems to dim, and the day feels untrue; Remember, someone is praying for you. Those hands that come together in love and care; Maybe small, smooth, or wrinkled, but remember they are there. Each day that's not full of sunshine, but maybe dread and fear; Someone is praying for those they hold dear. So at night when you lay your head down for weary rest; Humble your heart and pray for those you love best. Our hearts are with you Heat and your family that you may find the strength within you............

01 Jul 2004, 22:10	#45
scotty Mega Loafer Join Date: 25.11.2003 Location: Harlow Essex Posts: 1,166	Heat, I'm not the most religious man you'll ever meet, but i'll sit at the end of my bed tonight and have a prayer for you and your family love scott x

04 Jul 2004, 15:48	#46
CarolM Mega Loafer Join Date: 15.06.2003 Location: Near The End Of The Line Posts: 1,498	Heat, so sorry to hear such sad news, im praying for you and Pat, Ciaran, and all the family every day hunnie. may god be with you all. xxx

04 Jul 2004, 20:24	#47
Bren The Bat Join Date: 23.03.2003 Location: Roosting on a Silver-Black Phantom Bike. Posts: 10,017	You and your family are much in my thoughts Heat, every good wish from me Love Bren

04 Jul 2004, 22:57	#48
mariella Mega Loafer Join Date: 04.02.2003 Location: Holland Posts: 4,063	...sending you and your family all my love... xxx Mariella

05 Jul 2004, 23:20	#49
heat Rampant Loafer... Join Date: 29.07.2002 Location: welshy wales Posts: 5,706	Hi Folks, Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers, it's meant so much to Pat and I to know that you are all thinking of us. Unfortunately the news isn't good. Ciaran is still with us for now, but it has been confirmed that his lungs aren't developing at all, so we know now that we are going to loose him whatever happens. I haven't been around for a while, because i needed some time to think and take stock. I know whatever happens now Ciaran isn't going to make it, so we've decided that we have to cram in a whole lifetime of love into the few short months we have with our precious son. We are telling him about places he'll never see, but that are important to us, about people he'll never know, but that love him as much as we do. It may sound silly, but i talk to him every day and tell him about everyday mundane things. We play music to him - Meat of course, but Elvis too and other artisits. We want him to know just how loved and wanted he is, and how much he means to us. We feel it's important that he knows that he'll never be forgotten. I heard his heart beating for the first time today - it was such a magical experience, and i have felt a few flutterings that could well be kicks - but may just have been wind!!! I'm not sure how often i'll be around over the next few months, but i just want to thank you all once again for all the love and support you've shown us. Heat xxx

06 Jul 2004, 00:49	#50
DIZZY DRUMMER Always Ready For A Bang Join Date: 30.11.2003 Location: Left In The Dark .......... AGAIN Posts: 6,389	Heat Sorry about the news - but what you are doing makes sense - Ciaran will know that he is loved. Talking to him and telling him things will help. I played Meat cds through my personal headset when pregnant with my daughter - she loved it - Ciaran will to. Take as much time as you need - just don't forget - I'm here if you need me Love to you - Pat & the boys I'm thinking about you every day Your Friend xx