Argh, I feel super horrible and mean
just told a guy who really is super lovely and I really want to be able to stay friends with, that I don't want to go on a third date with him. and I feel so awful, but it just didn't feel right. it would have been worse to keep putting him off or not tell him the truth but that doesn't make it any easier having to do that. i feel like a super meanie now, but i'm not really...really i'm quite nice. It just doesn't feel that way right this moment in time...