I can understand what you;re going through, because you can get to a stage when you've been out of work for a while that it can be better just to stay in bed or not to bother leaving the house.
But as much as we dread it, we need something to get up and do so we can earn money to do the things we want in our spare time, like going to Meat Loaf concerts.
So Emma, if you really want it you have to go and grab it, you know you're good enough to get over the application form problem and straight into the interviews for a job that'll pay the bills for a while. It's a lot easier to look for a job while the money is coming in...at least that's my excuse...
otherwise i'd have to admit that i like listening to people across the United Kingdom moaning at me from 6 in the morning til 2.30 in the afternoon...and then come here to find someone from New Jersey moaning at me

...just kidding Zina!