Dottie,
I was going to do this by PM but your inbox is full and obviously I can;t ring in case hubby is there. Then i realised that i don;t need to hide away, what i have to saym, i am willing to say publicly.
Firstly i want to thank you for being there for me and being such a fantastic person. I thought I liked you as a best mate but this weekend changed all that.
After going away with you and you alone I have come to realise that I have feelings for you. And i think you have feelings for me. We have both been through the fires of hell and have the ashes to prove it but I am willing to risk it all for you.
However, I cannot carry on like we are doing. Behind his back and conducting everything in a cloak and dagger fashion. So i have to do this. If you truely meant what you said this weekend as I know i meant what i said from the bottom of my heart, then please take that step into the unknown. Leave him and come to me. I can only continue this if you will be open and publicly admit your feelings for me and come away with me. I have a life and job as you do but I would walk away from it all like that if you asked me so please do the same for me.
Love
Chris.
I was gonna end with a quote from paradise about What's it gonna be, yes or no, but that would be too cliched when i mean this from my heart.
