Dear Sin
I'm feeling really stupid. Long story short, I had a friend for a while who was a boy, and I fancied him for a few months back. I've grown out of it tho, and a few weeks ago I went over there as a friend wearing a black blouse over a t shirt for show. After a while it got hot in his room (I was watching him play video games... boring) and I took it off because it was bugging me, leaving me with my t shirt on. I left the house, and i forgot the black shirt. Thinking nothing of it and i'll go get it later, I shook it off and went home.
Now I have a funeral to go to tommorow, and mum asked me where the blouse was. I told her, around my friends house, and she went nuts. now she thinks I've gone and done something stupid and she's not listening to a word i say. She never does anymore.
I never tell her what goes on in my life, romantic or not, or my problems because she has enough problems of her own, and i'm worried that if I tell her, she'll go nuts and get more stressed out. I dont tell anyone my problems anyway. She comes home stressed out or depressed and I think shes got enough on her plate to deal with me, and now she doesn't trust me.
Tell me what to do, my friends are busy and I dont know who to talk to.
luff
the airheaded one.
xxx
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