Dottie i know how you feel hun
,in some parts ,i was drastically put into care in Wales for seven years
which was seven years of hell for me
i missed my parents terribly
but later found out it was my dearest father who sent me there
but i wont go on, i left the home because i was getting beat up by the headmaster
which i told my parents
and i at last got outta there only to find
so many years later we had a pheadophile for a housefather
half of my male friends in that school ended up committing suicide
i dont want any sympathy honestlly im just tellin you :
but if life is so shit
how shit can it be for this to happen the people you put your trust in to care for you
it makes me so mad
the worst of it is Rob i never got to say goodbye to any of them,
also all he got for this when convicted was 3 soddin years ,
for the lives he took of my best friends,
friends who confided in me ,
but never said to me anything zbout this,
i wish they had maybe they would still be alive
anyway all im trying to say is, out there there is someone worse off than you.
beleive me its true.
